i don't really take pictures much anymore or use this anymore for that matter.

i'm really good at messing things up.

i avoided a conversation for over 2 years because i was afraid of what would happen if the conversation happened.

the conversation happened and what i feared would happen did happen.

and now all i want is to get hit by a car and die.

why can't life just be perfect and work out how you want it to?
i don't want to deal with tough stuff.

so i finally got around to submitting my oooold Brandtson and Myriad pictures.
and a few others from the summer and such.

i don't take pictures that often anymore...and i miss it.
sometimes i miss it a whole lot.
why don't i take them anymore?

i got a desk job at Arrow Stage Lines (you know the bus company) working in Accounting.
random i know.
i'm not even good at math.